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The Cuckold As Eunuch[ For all cuckolds everywhere, here’s a take on the cuckold lifestyle I hope generates some thoughtful reflection! ]Though I still had my testicles, unlike the eunuch’s of old, I might as well not have had them. I’d married my wife three years earlier, and though I loved her very much, our relationship had never centered around sex (or, at least, sex had rarely been a part of our life together, before, or after we’d married). Even before I married my wife (who was a few years younger than I) I already understood that I couldn’t count on her being the typically monogamous wife that other men might have expected…and I’d fully accepted that in order for her to be my wife.Dating her had been quite a different experience from what most guys would have expected. On our very first date (that did not end up in a hotel room!) was nice. I took her out for a very expensive meal, and we had a really frank and honest conversation as we did. Right from the start, shortly after we had our meals, Melinda came right out and told me that I shouldn’t expect her to be ‘faithful.’ She said: “If we date, don’t expect me to be ‘exclusive’, okay? I don’t do that.”She went on to tell me that if we dated, she’d still date other guys as well; and that if that wasn’t okay with me, then that was too bad. But I was so taken by Melinda that I said that I didn’t mind her dating other guys, and me, at the same time!”You better be sure of that,” she replied, “because I hate jealous guys. I can’t stand that.”I also found out that Melinda dated mostly black guys, and that I was one of only a small hand full of white guys she’d dated in quite some time. So I was naturally flattered! “What is it about black guys you like so much?” I inquired.She took a sip of wine, and then, setting the glass back down on the table, she smiled, and said: “They’ve got such BIG cocks; though”, she added, “not all of them, but the ones I date certainly do.”I didn’t have a big cock. In fact, even fully erect, I was nevermore than a little over five inches all total. “I see,” was my reply.She smiled over at me, and putting her hand onto of mine, she said: “Dating Yeşilyurt Escort doesn’t always have to include sex you know.” She was saying that I might be a fun date for dinner, or a movie, but going to bed with each other was unlikely, and she had correctly assessed (from my reactions) that I was not in possession of a BIG cock, and I certainly wasn’t a black guy; and so…well, if we were to date, I could probably put fucking her out of my mind. So, the question was (for me, at least), was I still interested in dating Melinda, even if I’d likely never have sex with her?That night, after I’d taken Melinda home, I was horny, and so I ended up watching some on-line porn; of the ‘interracial’ variety, and especially the ‘interracial cuckold’ variety, and as I did, I sat there stroking my little five incher and enjoying the strangely exhilarating feelings that flowed through me as I witnessed a number of hugely endowed black men fucking some exquisitely beautiful white female pussy—and the pleasure of the orgasm, when it arrived, was equally exquisite, and so very, very intense! These were the moments I loved so much.What really grabbed me the most was the sight of those black men’s sperm as it oozed out from inside those white female pussies! The thought of all that fertile sperm, swimming madly about inside those women’s vagina’s as each urgent spurt blasted upwards onto their cervix’, always sent such a difficult to describe thrill through me.”Oh my—god!” I’d say out loud. “That’s so incredibly beautiful!” And, to me, it was one of the most beautiful sights imaginable.I’d been thinking of Melinda the whole time as I’d watched those interracial cuckold porn videos, and trying to picture her pussy full of black cock, and equally full of their sperm—and I found that tremendously enjoyable! Also, there was something just as (strangely) thrilling in the thought that though I might date Melinda, I’d never get the chance to fuck her myself; and though such a thing was a negation of my role as a man in her life, I didn’t care. In fact, the idea that I would never likely have sex with Melinda (or probably Yeşilyurt Escort Bayan any woman, for that matter) felt somehow right, and proper.Melinda and I began dating, and fairly regularly, too, but as I’d already been informed on our first date, there was never any slight hint that she and I might end up (at some point) fucking; and though I did feel a considerable degree of sexual attraction to Melinda, I didn’t push the issue, and we did have a lot of nice times together as a result.I’m not quite sure when I started to realize that I had become something of a eunuch in my relationship with Melinda, but once the definition occurred to me, I accepted it with little, if any, struggle—largely because I’d come to enjoy her company so much (even though I knew that she was seeing other men, and other black men, in particular). She didn’t necessarily rub my nose in the fact, but neither did she try and disguise it from me. I found it exciting to think of her being fucked by them, and, as I had from the beginning, I kept my own sexual outlet strictly confined to when she and I weren’t together, and when I was watching porn and masturbating.This ‘sexless sexuality’ was something I enjoyed. Sure, I often found myself wanting to fuck Melinda, but when it came right down to it, porn and masturbation was really all that I actually ‘needed.’ This was the ‘cuckolded eunuch’ part of my life, and unlike perhaps most men, I found that it perfectly suited my personality like nothing else ever had.Melinda and I dated for about a year before I asked her to marry me; and it surprised her at first; but what surprised me, was when she agreed! Of course, she reiterated that if we were to be married, that she would carry on as she had before (dating other men, and having sex with them). I assured her that I expected nothing else; and so, we had a very simple wedding ceremony, that included a justice of the peace, and three of the black guys Melinda was regularly seeing as witnesses.We flew to Reno, Nevada for a honeymoon; but the honeymoon was unlike what most honeymoons were like; because sex played no part Escort Yeşilyurt in for Melinda and I. But there was plenty of sex, just the same. Two of the black guys who had acted as witnesses at the wedding ceremony flew out with her and I, and while I wandered around the casino, trying my hand at the slot machines, and sampling the food that seemed to be everywhere, Melinda and her two black male friends fucked their brains out upstairs!As I attempted to gamble, I was distracted by reoccurring images in my mind of my new bride getting fucked by some enormously well endowed black guys; and my small white cock kept getting erect behind my zipper! Eventually, I went to one of the plush and fancy men’s rooms and quietly jerked off in one of the stalls; and though it was not the most propitious places to do that, as I walked back out into the busy crowd of gamblers, I felt better; more relaxed; and less frustrated.Later I saw Melinda with one of her boyfriends walking around the roulette tables, and I walked up to them. Melinda saw me and smiled. She threw her arms around me and gave me the most wonderful, and passionate, kisses she’d ever given me; and she seemed genuinely glad to see me, which made me feel good!After a while, as we were having a bite to eat, the other two black guys that had flown to Reno with us for our honeymoon, arrived; and though we all knew that they had been fucking my new bride, there was no sense of awkwardness between us. I’d made it clear at the ceremony that I was ‘just’ the husband, and that they were well within their rights to have her, sexually. So, with those boundaries established, there was no need for awkwardness, let alone any room for jealousy; and certainly NOT on MY part as the cuckold husband (the ‘eunuch’ cuckold husband, at that)!We stayed in Reno for five days honeymooning. As I’d already understood, and agreed to, I had no part in sex with my new wife. During that time I masturbated nearly twice a day—as Melinda and the other guys fucked, and fucked, and then fucked some more! Yes, I did feel a certain—‘frustration’—but never anything like resentment. Masturbation was all that I needed, and I was content with that. Besides, believe it or not, but I was so much in love with Melinda (and I felt extremely lucky she’d agreed to marry me), that my feeling of contentment with my non-sexual (eunuch-like) role as her husband, seemed natural, right, and fitting!The End
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